Wednesday, December 15, 2010
If I was dying…Would you even come to say goodbye??

Do you remember when we were best friends?When we'd share our every thought?Every smile?And every laugh?Oh, and did you remember when you broke my heart?Because I seem to remember that more than anything.I trusted you, I trusted you to take care of my heart.I trusted you not to take it and stomp on it.

The day you betrayed my trust was the day that I lost all my trust for you.I believed that you would take care of ym heart and that's why I left it with you.Well, I am taking it back because at this very moment I can't trust you with my heart.In fear that you will hurt me once more.

Look at me through my eyes and feel the pain I hide inside.

It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had.You made me laugh and you made me cry. And all that I can do is sigh,and wonder why.

I wish I could walk away and forget what we have,but I can't,because I know you won't come after me,and I guess that's what hurts the most.

It's really amazing when strangers become the best friends,but it's really sad when the best friends become strangers.

trust can take years to build,but only a second to break.

If you ever have to question a friendship,then can it really be called "friendship?"

How can it be that two of the greatest friends in the world can go from being each other's everything to absolutely nothing?

I want to be able to look at you and not be hurt by you.
Do you know what its like to reach for the phone, and then have to pull your hand back because you remember you're not supposed to call anymore? You sit back with tears building up in your eyes because you know its not the last time you'll miss the conversations you shared.

I know we don't talk anymore and there has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other... make eye contact... and I know, no matter how hard we both try and hide it... that you miss me just as much as I miss you

To lose a friend has to be the greatest pain you will ever feel. Every time I look at you, I remember that pain.

The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end

Just, not enough.
I need more.
Nothing seems to satisfy. crippling our communication.

Have you ever been low? Have you ever had a friend that let you down so?When the truth came out...Were you the last to know?

Through the years I cried my tears,

Without your help I've faced fears.

And it's plain through tears I cry, That's its time to say goodbye.



A lot of things have changed between us
Maybe that's why my life seems so tough
Going each day from class to class
And all I can do is watch u pass
Everything has changed for the worst
And inside it really hurts
Now I have to rely on my friends
To get me out of this dark hole that never ends

A best friend should never put the anger and hatred in your eyes!

How many more lies will it take to see you aren’t even worth it??

If I was your best friend then why do you go out of your way NOT to see me??

Its not worth the cries over you when you don’t even care about me…

When you walk pass me, Its like you never even knew who I was…

All I want to do is kick your ass But my mom raised me better!

You say you don’t know what to do yet you do nothing about it…

For someone who is supposed to be my best friend, you sure know how to treat me wrong..

A bitch is a bitch, lets just leave it at that

You have NOTHING to say about our friendship!?!?

Why do you enjoy putting people down??

If I was dying…Would you even come to say goodbye??

Friends help you through the rough times, Not put you through them

"But thoughts they change and times they rearrange, I don't know who you are anymore.."

Our past is one to write about..
We were doing alright but then
you lied to me… and broke our trust
your apologies are some that I’m not sure
if I’m going to accept this time will next time happen again??

Monday, September 6, 2010

一個人的日子太久 都忘了相處的節奏
不是故意要冷漠 是不敢相信妳也喜歡我
其實我都在妳身後 看著妳為了我難過
不願再錯過 我只想給妳更多更多
想這樣牽著妳的手 手心傳送我的溫柔
覆蓋妳所有的寂寞 每一天都有我陪妳渡過
就這樣牽著妳的手 感受妳給的小幽默
每一個盛夏和寒冬 我陪妳一起開心到永久
抱歉一直讓妳難過 期待後又給了失落
是我太退縮 想給承諾卻開不了口
想這樣牽著妳的手 手心傳送我的溫柔
覆蓋妳所有的寂寞 每一天都有我陪妳渡過
就這樣牽著妳的手 感受妳給的小幽默
每一個盛夏和寒冬 我陪妳一起開心到永久 (널 사랑해)
謝謝妳沒走開 一直都還在
現在一起到未來 陪著妳 陪著我
決定了 就只牽妳的手
想這樣牽著妳的手 手心傳送我的溫柔
有我的陪伴不寂寞 我不想錯過妳的每分鍾
就這樣牽著妳的手 我最想牽的妳的手
每一個微笑和失落 我都會陪著妳一起渡過 (널 사랑해)
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Romanisation
yi ge ren de ri zi tai jiu dou wang le xiang chu de jie zou
bu shi gu yi yao leng mo shi bu gan xiang xin ni ye zi huan wo
qi shi wo dou zai ni shen hou kan zhe ni wei le wo nan guo
bu yuan zai cuo guo wo zhi xiang ge ni geng duo geng duo
xiang zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou shou xin chuan song wo de ren ruo
fu gai ni suo you de ji mo mei yi tian dou you wo pei ni du guo
jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou gan shou ni gei de xiao you mo
mei yi ge sheng xia he han dong wo pei ni yi qi kai zin dao yong jiu
bao qian yi zhi rang ni nan guo qi dai hou you gei le shi luo
shi wo tai tui suo xiang gei cheng nuo que kai bu liao kou
xiang zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou shou xin chuan song wo de ren ruo
fu gai ni suo you de ji mo mei yi tian dou you wo pei ni du guo
jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou gan shou ni gei de xiao you mo
mei yi ge sheng xia he han dong wo pei ni yi qi kai zin dao yong jiu (neol saranghae)
xie xie ni mei zou kai yi jie dou hai zai
xian zai yi qi dao wei lai pei zhe ni pei zhe wo
jue ding le jiu zhi qian ni de shou
xiang zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou shou xin chuan song wo de ren ruo
you wo de pei ban bu ji mo wo bu xiang cuo guo ni de me fen zhong
jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou wo zui xiang qian de ni de shou
mei yi ge wei xiao he shi luo wo dou hui pei zhe ni yi qi du guo (neol saranghae)

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

hahas today whole day flu flu flu day haix but thank 4 huisi taking care of me hahas
i feel me n she has very less topic to talk what should i do???
btw after going hui si house then play auddi with hui xiang and hui si hahas
But hui xiang use hack then not so fun le sian tired me go sleep le sick ar


Thursday, June 3, 2010

nothing really chear me up


everything seems alright but when you know the true everything is fake

everything is fake !!!!!!!!!!!

no one want to stop the action and just let it continue

isit fun when your wan to make people laugh at me ?

after the laugh are your happy ?

why everything is at me ?

why?

why are there so many mean people?

Who is good person who is bad person i really don't know


What should i do to stop everything?

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

i cant live a place without friends


without friends i..........


 i wont be my self


So don't let go of me please




Don't leave me

Monday, May 3, 2010
thank you

haix today darm stress luckily got some one help me distress although its a few song but still thank him hahas

Thursday, April 8, 2010

think back
my cousin make me cry on my birthday MY sis birthday 20 oct my cousin take off at 21oct witch is my birthday they go out celebrate without me they go out even never ask me wan go ma they fucking idiot bitch what if at her birthday i make her cry she sure scold de fucking idiot cousin sux and bitch nbpcb

Wednesday, April 7, 2010
hahas lalala

spem
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Thursday, March 4, 2010
真實

心痛比快樂更真實


愛為何這樣的諷刺



我忘了這是第幾次



一見你就無法堅持



孤獨比擁抱更真實



愛讓人失去了理智



會不會是我太自私



拒絕更寂寞的日子



Heartache is more real then happiness.



Why does love (have) this kind satire.



I’ve forgotten how many times



I’ve been unable to keep it together when I see you.



Loneliness is more real then an embrace.



Love makes people lose (their) rationality.



Am... I being too selfish for rejecting more lonelier days.

an introduction
Name: so wei ling
Age:14
Birthday:21oct1995
Single
Not really trust in friends ship

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wish to leave happly with no friendship&love trouble




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